Should i say i'm clumsy or careless???

Hi, everyone. I'm back.I couldn't remember the last time i updated my blog..hahah..

What i wanna blog today is....I LOST MY WALLET YESTERDAY. And i don't know when and where my wallet fall. I went to my mum's office in the evening then drop by to buy fried banana..Before it, i took out my money then i leave it at the car door (there is a space which i feel is convenient and safe to put it as i put my wallet there always, but i'm sure that when i'm back my wallet is still there. Then went and fetched my brother from school, then back for dinner..I leave it in the car as i'm going for night market later. What a day?? When i reached there it was raining heavily so reached pasar malam but can't get to buy anything. Before that, i touched my wallet and i'm sure it was still there while i'm on the way to there. Then when i'm back, online and play my facebook game. About 11 plus, i stopped and searching for my wallet as i realized my wallet wasn't on my bed. So, get back to the car and search the whole house and room, i found nothing..The stupid thing was i went back to the fried banana stall and look for it but no result..So came back home and search again and again, still nothing comes out. Give up at the end..The next morning, went and make a police report..In the evening, my sis told me my wallet is in her bag. This part is the one which i dun understand. My sis and i are very sure that she did not put my wallet in her bag and i did not pass my wallet to her too (* i never be so confirm about anything ever) but, how come my wallet is in her bag..I dunno the reason, i really dunno..

I'M VERY VERY AND DOUBLE TRIPLE CONFIRMED THAT I DID NOT HAND IN MY WALLET TO ANYONE, IT SHOULD BE IN THE CAR!!!!!!! *but no one believes me.

New life

After jan exam till now, im staying at home, rotting, not that i dun want to work, just that i wanna relax till the max get enough rest so that i have the energy to go through my new uni life. What i should say, i'm waiting for it, a new life which i can start all over again, work even harder (maybe i didn't work as hard as i should when im in a-levels). So what course i'm planning to take after this, ermm...the one with highest probability is food science and nutrition in ucsi..I went there few times, their open day..The environment there, to me is consider gud if compare with my college as my college is only one floor..So i might apply for the may intake...There's lots of things to think about and do obviously..should i stay there?? on-campus or off-campus accommodation?? should i travel everyday?? To make everything easy, i should choose on-campus since it is just less than 3 minutes walk to the lecture room as that block is just opposite the hostel, but the rental fees is not cheap..

Next week, my parents are going to china..without them at home, my bro n i will be my siblings' driver...gosh

I wish I dunno who u r

There are times which i wish i dunno who u r to me, i should correct it, is everytime when i think about i really wish u never been in my life but i can't change what it is now..What u have done to me and the others i really couldn't forget about it, is really nothing just that u hurt it deep to my heart.You supposed to be the one closest to me, but it ended up u're nobody. I really do jealous sometimes why others can have such a good and kind P but i dun have one. There are times, which i really feel pity about u, which makes me wanna try to forgive u, but when the moment comes, you just dun catch tight ur chance so it just flew away. U only make things worst!!! U make me couldn't face everyone, which supposed to be the closest for me..Reunion dinner suppose to be something memorable, but i dunno since when i dun have the feeling of happy and eager about it. As is like im having dinner with strangers, no topic to talk, eating and sit there like nobody business..When something happens, they wouldn't wanna lend a hand. You would be glad if they did not give u a kick. You can treat people so 'kind' because they dunno that u r acting in front of them...When will they noe?!?!?!?!?
What have done is done by U...yes is U!!!!! I REALLY HATE WHAT U HAVE DONE AND WHAT U R DOING NOW, I JUST DON'T KNOW WHEN ALL THESE CAN STOP!! 如果有一天我已经不再在理会你对我的伤害那不是应为我不在乎是因为你已经和我没有关系了，对一个你不认识的人你怎么会去理会呢。。

FION SEE

A close friend which i met when i were form 1 is now going to US for further her studies..
What i should say about you??


* of course i'll never forget ur loud speaker, talks like wanna cari gaduh, but do take care of ur voice as we wanna to hear it when u're back


* a pair of big and beautiful eyes which seems to fall when you stares someone


* a girl which will tells out everything which she dissatisfies and what she hates


* share the stories which she goes through in her college and relationship


* sleeps in the class with books on the tables

*i like ur selamba action, as if u dun care but u still score well. Tells me how?!?!?

Her flight was yesterday 30/12/2010, luckily i have the chance to go the airport to send her off, this need to thanks to Mei fenn..as on tuesday i can't attend her farewell party due to an inciddent...thats why i really wanna go to the airport to send her off..Seven years of friendship..Lots of memories we have go through and the laughters which she bought to everyone of us..I'm quite sure that i'll miss her a LOT...so lets hope she have a safe journey to US..Good luck and all the best....


:)

The one which i hopes never will happen

hEY, guys. I think i have lefted my blog deadly for uncountable days and minutes. So, i think i need to update it. Last week, if im not mistaken, it was on thurs which i don't know why i dreamt that my mum has passed away and this is not the first time...honestly telling i really don't know why i dreamt about it but i do really hope that this won't happen because i really love my family a lot. Half way, i was awake, then i cried and the next day my eyes bengkak...i still remember clearly what i have dreamt..so i told my mum as one of my friend said you need to tell out the bad things that you have dreamt to that person if not it will really happen. When she said it to me i'll dun really believe about it as she said she dreamt that i have died, so she tells me so that nothing would happen...although i dun really believe about it, but for the sake of feeling relieve and not worrying about that stupid nightmare i told my mum...my sis n my mum were laughing about it while they looking at my bengkak eyes.*wth..i'm so afraid about it on that night and they can still laugh...the story didn't end..when i closed my eyes, the dream continued..i just dunno why the dream is continued..many of my dreams can be continue after i awake..such a weird person i am...end of story...will be back soon to update u all *i hope that but dunno when..

I'm back to my blog...i know that my blog is extremely dead...just forgive me, i really dun have time to blog, is not that i have nothing to blog..haha..weird right?? When i have time, there is nothing to blog, when im busy, i have lots of story to tell..Time really flies and doesn't wait..I have been working for almost 3 months..im proud of myself actually that i can work and earn my own money and bear with all the fussy customers that have tried few pieces of clothes but not buying any of them and some of working friends...Working there, i really learnt a lot..but one thing that i hate the most is people can fight with each other to get what they want, people nowadays are so cunning...they can backstab you and don't feel anything...they start to backstab each other, saying this girl very lazy, this and that but did not think about her own...my gosh...but luckily not everyone act this way...i do have friends that can talk to and share secrets, we even share our interest...*grinnnss...what is our interest?? guess it...haha

I have found a job....exam have only end about not more than two weeks...and i felt bored at home...during exams, i want holidays...now holiday i wanna go college or do anything else as long as not rotting at home...so im gonna start working tomorrow~hope that everything goes smoothly
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